EMOTIONS & DREAMS (reads like a poem)

Waking up after a long day of work, laying here on a steel bunk, in boxer and T-shirt, as silence surrounds me..my body full of elation, as my mind drifts off  to a foreign dream.

I couldn’t hold back thinking of freedom and her.

The emotions are taking over me, I began to think of holding her in my arms, it seemed so real and immediately the tension in me gets my blood flowing..her body pressed against mine, holding each other tight, giving each other kisses.

The pretty sight holds me in a trance, the feeling takes me away to a Marvelous world.

It erases the doubt, guilt and anger of sadness. 

I feel. 

Inherently, we know we aren’t built for guilt. We naturally go into a self preservation mode to go away from it … it’s just that to get away from it isn’t so easy. 

But thoughts of her take my mind away from  those thoughts. As I lay stretched out on the bunk, holding on to the feeling of pleasure, one of the greatest emotions the Almighty God give us to feel.

Eighteen years, one month … locked in a cage. 

In this reality being able to control my lucid dreams is sweet like ice cream.

I take control and the interaction is strong and powerful, damn emotions have a mind of their own, as we lay entangled in each other’s arms. I use my feeling for my betterment, rather than use theme for my worst instincts I have good reason to as well as I direct my dream like a musician with a wand.

Looking her in the eyes  “you are so damn caring,” says a woman who understands my situation. She doesn’t judge me. She shows love to me. 

It was those values that took over me. 

As  I pull her closer, not letting this time pass my mind, as I throw myself into one of the greatest emotions pleasure.

We inherently use emotions and feelings take over me. I use and express them for the better … when I feel love and acceptance it’s so special.

There is a flipside to emotions, however, that takes over you: the guilt, sadness, agitation .. so at times we must step away by Dreaming